Life!

Life is odd.

I love where my life is right now. I've spent a lot of time on myself trying to be the man that was never present in my life. I try to lead by example, not always successfully as you can imagine, but I do my best.

I've had more brushes with death than I want to go into and I truly look upon every day as a blessing. I make sure my family laughs and learns something every day.

There was a time in my life before I had children when I looked upon being a parent as the worst thing that would ever happen to me. But nowadays, there's really nothing that could possibly compare with being able to watch and be a part of the learning process in all 4 of our kids' lives.

I'm still jobless and Kelly is staring down a 3-disc replacement in her back sometime this year, but we're both happy and hopeful.

I can't explain it, I just feel complete inner peace and finally in balance with life. Kinda like life caught up with me and not the other way around.

I'm going to try to write more, because believe it or not, I like to.